drowning
currently in the process of writing the first long-ish academic paper i've had to do since 2004.
i'm feeling incredibly blocked- i worry if my statements will make sense; if the words will flow; if this paper will reveal that i am a fraud and not a real academic.
oy. if only i gave two shits about the paper topic, this may be a little bit easier. alas, i'm not that lucky...
bah.
here is where i am, currently, in case you were wondering:
